(if you give a damn i seriously urge you to read every word)

Ahh I know this is kind of late (a whole week WOW) but I've decided to stay! Woo.

Thanksthanksthanks for the telling me I should stay <3 and ohgod sorry for the spazz. I'm such a butt(hippie).

For any of you wondering, here's why:

I got really bored of dA. It started to get sort of tiring and wasn't as fun as it used to be. I noticed I was talking to people lessss and lesss. And that was completely not by choice. I don't wtf was with that "would anyone care" comment, though. Epic rant time: I hate, like a lot, when people do stuff like that. A L O T. I just think it's horribly attention-seeking and just a pretty disgusting thing to do. Making "friends" with people to gain popularity...that sort of shit. I think some people might know someone in particular I'm sortofmaybe hinting at. But i prefer it if you didn't, because you would all turn on me if you figured out who I'm wall-of-text-ing about. Of course this doesn't apply at all when someone actually, really feeling down! I'm just talking about when people fake it and run for the hills. But when you have plenty of fucking amazing friends who love youand bffs who would hate to see you go, WHY would you do that? Yeah yeah, it's your account and not mine and I'm just being a 8luh 8luh huge retarded bitch, but still. I'm not saying that I'm the nicest person ever and you all should be whatever, but at least I do appreciate the people who bother to talk to me. I think seeing just one too many people doing that sort of thinging bugged me too much, and I guess I got too sick of it and itwaspartofthedumbreasoniguess 8C. I was also really, really hurt when one my friends on here (possibly two, idk)  started ignoring me for reasons I dont know at all. Like a lot. I don't tell anyone about my stupid problems because I don't who I would tell them anymore. END stupid pointless, out-of-sabs rant 8| in short, im scared to hell and back of people thinking im a whiny, desperate, loner-person. honestly i just miss actually talkng to people (i am a  lonely old fart in this ol' rickety house of mine)

There's another half to this (although it's a bunch shorter), but I need to tell it to someone who cares (aka note someone here about it.). And I have no idea who

im too lazy to type english anymore so w8tever i guess

in short:
-i care too much
-i should stop caring so much
-its hard to stop caring so much
-I SHOULD BE MORE ACTIVE GDMMIT
-i should stop making other people happy and do what i goddamn want to do
-i really, really miss that time when i used to talk to people 24/7 and tinychat like everyday, but its been a while
-that was supposed to mean i should talk to you guys more, so don't take that the wrong way 8C (everyone takes what i say the wrong way cheezus)

i'm really sorry for sounding so serious/ultra bitchy and out-of-sabs when im normally not like this at all (i really hate it when that happens hahaha.)

also, I'll be working on totaldramastuck (that's a cross the homestuck characters in TDIstyle, btw). finallyyyy. i've really wanted to start it for a longgg time now. and also be finishing those really old requests (chillax guys im doing those for free.)


P.S next time you see krysta ( or ) PLEASE tell her to stop goddamn deactivating already because there are a lot of people who would MISS her if she left.

wow sabs, way to overkill